Note from Maria
Last week as early as 7a.m. I started receiving calls from friends and clients around the country, ready to end their marriage, dump their lover, quit a job. It seemed everyone that was calling had "had enough!" In the article I have written which is further down in this newsletter, you will come to understand what is going on in our universe. But first, here's an email I received, one of many, that day upset and ready to file for divorce that day! I wrote her back and explained what was going on in the stars and here is her reply:
I KNOW I AM ONE MORE PERSON TAKING UP YOUR TIME, SO FEEL FREE TO USE ANY OF THIS INFO IN A BOOK OR A COLUMN.
Well, that totally proves something is in the STARS.
My Mother-in-law is begging me not to do anything right now as far as a divorce.
Joe's father is back in ICU with a trach now. He nearly suffocated the other day because he could not breath when a mask was taken off. his lungs are shot and you are right his body is fading and he wants to go..BUT his wife, rich and sister will not let him, even though I told him to.
I was up all night crying and also because our little girl dog has panic attacks during thunder storms and she went wild. I am so exhausted I am just going to lay low today.
We will have been married 25 years in Oct. if we stay together. I know that Uranus is pushing me to move. but I hate living here and rich knows it. He loves manhattan too, but as usual with his whole life he is scared, scared, scared to make a change.
I was happy in Manhattan. We could move there tomorrow. we could rent...very few non millionaires own there ...His business is transportable. He just wants to stay here because he is afraid of change.
When I went to NYC for that sabbatical he told his parents I was there because I had a movie option and had to work with the producer. BIG FAT LIE. I was mad about that because I do (try not to anyway) not lie...but he did it to save face about our marriage.
Last night when I was on the phone with his mother I told her the truth about that...because I told her he LIES and she said "that doesn't sound like my Joey" - but she did believe me ABOUT THE MOVIE OPTION LIE and then told me how I had hurt her because I would never visit her (two hours away by train) when I was there....I told her it was because everyone would ask me about the FAKE movie and I did not want to lie and also felt like a big fat failure because I did not even have a movie option after nearly 30 years of being a writer...so unlike Joe, who lied to hide our separation, I went into my shell. We (mother in law and I) just talked on the phone this morning and now she understands why I stayed away....not because I do not like her, but because I couldn't go on with that lie
Maria, I am sorry I have taken up your time with this, but thank you once again for helping me.
I think you had told me all kinds of things are going to come out in the open astrologically now..all hidden things and people standing up for their rights.
Paris Hilton going to jail
Imus being fired
More and more Bush administration stuff coming out
Rosie standing up for herself against Elizabeth on the view
Also, I called my father last week -- you said to talk to his soul (I was going to write a letter and not mail it, but wanted a real conversation)- remember, he would not call me....finally after leaving a message with his evil wife and other phone machine messages and then letting the phone ring and ring and ring..he answered.
Bottom line is you were right...we both said we loved each other many times...but he wants me to kiss the evil's one's ass (so we can have a happy family again, his words) and he confronted me twice about why I am estranged from my sisters - the alcoholic who did identity theft on me and the other one who is married to a very evil man and has evil tendencies - so basically I am the one causing all the trouble because I refuse to deal with enabling and evil ....but we ended the call with I love you...and I was peaceful even though thinking I will most likely not see him as my earth father again and I am OK
When I told my aunt (his sister) she said he wanted me to be TWO FACED and that was it...I choose not to. and that he chose the evil one over me = and her and everyone else.
SO, ANOTHER TRUTH OUT IN THE OPEN
I have taken up your time, but maybe it will give you something for a column..all kinds of things are coming out of the closet now and it is time for the truth.
Thank you for using your talent and your gifts...you are a lighthouse - the only hopeful beam many of us have.
Have a wonderful Wednesday. I will be ok and just crawl into my shell in terms of safety and meditation till this passes.
Love and Peace
As you can read StarScopers, there is a lot of unusual energy going on this past week and its not just Mercury retrograde. We, all of us, are under a huge influence that hits close since June 9th and continues through November. This cycle offers all of us a chance to heal our hearts like never before. There has not been as opportunity aspect like this for almost 250 years and there will not be another opportunity like this for around another 250 years. So this is a biggie! What is happening to us? The planet Pluto is coming to greet the Galactic Center. This hasn't happened since 1761. As many of you know, Pluto is all about transformation, death and rebirth, digging up buried things (emotions, hurt, the past) and offering a chance to heal those wounds, break down and rebuilt our lives, etc. When Pluto is perfectly aligned with the Galactic Center which is the center of our universe, the very heart of our own galaxy, a wonderful transformation can occur. We will get a chance to transform our relationships, heal old wounds, learn to love again, open our hearts to new love and basically do major healing work. The healing work doesn't necessarily need be healing our heart and relationship issues from this lifetime; but can be from many lifetimes; those things we carry with us from incarnations we no know nothing about on a conscious level but our soul still retains a memory of. Healing our heart is an intense and deep process but we all have been given the opportunity to do it this year. Are you ready? Will you step up to the plate? Will you come from a place of love? Or fear? Or desperation?
Pluto will meet the Galactic Center exactly July 19th even though many of us have already begun feeling a nudge or a "push" by the universe about an issue in a very important a relationship. Many of us will encounter crisis in relationships now and until November. Things that we didn't give a second thought to in the past, suddenly becomes a problem in a relationship. If you've been waiting for something or someone to change, their time is running out! If something had been hidden in a relationship, it will come out now as Pluto will dredge it up! I had a girl call me June 9th, the day I wrote of earlier who just found out her husband was cheating. She had no idea! But this aspect uncovers things. How can we heal our hearts if we are not exposed to the truth? How can we heal our relationships if we don't address the problems that plague us! Old traumas, past behavior and suppressed feelings come up now so we can heal them. Now is the time! But most people are not aware of what's going on around them. They are suddenly feeling all of these feelings. They feel frantic. They feel as if they need to take action immediately! They jump to conclusions like our friend Dorothy in the above letter; ready to file divorce papers immediately. After I explained to her what was going on, she calmed down and stopped any proceedings she had initiated. Like Dorothy , this current mercury retrograde we all also experiencing, is helping us all reconsider what we want in relationships and more importantly what we truly feel in our hearts. Forget the head! Feel with the heart! It is now time to address our relationship issues and heal them.
During the middle part of August, many of us will begin to feel the limitations of our relationships. We will come to realize if they work or not. This period and how you handle it will be great indicators of whether you will move forward in a relationship or end it completely. You will come to realize what it is in your heart. Your head will play games with you. But your heart will not lie to you. You can proceed with whatever plans you need to. I recognize this time as one of the greatest in many centuries to heal our hearts at the very deepest level. Isn't is exciting to be a part of it? Isn't it wonderful that we can be alive at this time to experience this?
Yes, there will be some separations. There will be divorces but maybe folks need to separate to "heal". And yet, there may be many relationships that will be healed and grow to greater heights and deeper depths.We will begin to feel more open to love and expressing our feelings. We will start feeling again! You have no idea how powerful this astrological aspect is. You will know after the process is over. You will look back at the childhood healing that has occurred; the problems in relationships, the feelings, the stuff you thought you didn't care about any longer, or repressed (listening, Scorpios?)
This is exactly why issues are coming up now. They are not comfortable. They are not supposed to be. But how do you deal with them? How do deal with emotions that are overflowing? You come from a place of love. You do not overreact. You come from a place deep in your heart. Meditate and seek counsel while asking yourself, what needs to be changed? What am I feeling? What do I need to let go of? How can I make peace with it all? See your astrologer or spiritual counselor during this period. Deal with the issues now. The universe is helping you now. You are not alone. The universe wants you to heal your heart and that is why is it dredging up the issues and forcing you to examine them.
Please don't look at this period and feel hopeless. It's not about that. We have hope now and the energy to heal our hearts like never before. Embrace this period that runs now and until the end of November to be all that you can truly be!